Showing posts with label autumn walking moonlight island. Show all posts
Showing posts with label autumn walking moonlight island. Show all posts

Monday, October 13, 2008

The Coyotes of Twilight




Sends a frission down your spine doesn't it? The calls echoing off the ridges of the island as evening falls; the hush between the howls.

Much more impressive a title than "The Beagle of Moonrise."

Sadly, that was the prosaic truth. From my position at the border of the park and town, it was Domino I heard- the little guy was baying his heart out from the roof of his dog house as the moon rose over the island's spine.

It could have been coyotes.

I had walked away the listlessness, shedding my agitation even as I shed my gloves, then coat, then iPod, then scarf. Caught up in sticks, my hair too came down. I left my skirted wool coat (gloves in the sleeves) on a co-worker's deck, knowing she was off island for the weekend. The iPod I had pocketed, finally acknowledging that the island itself resists canned music. The scarf stayed in my hands, like a magical object in a fairy tale.

And so it was that, unencumbered, I walked by Moore's Harbor, and into the park. My thoughts were running along the same lines they have been for days now- the plausibility of making a life here. Will I be able to find work, will I be accepted, will I be alone? As the North turns its face from the sun, its denizens can't help but look for alternate sources of warmth. I am no exception. This urge goes beyond libido and the extended hours of moonlight. I want to feed someone, I want someone to be waiting. You know. Other than my cat. Funny longings, coming from a woman who just broke off what should have been a promising relationship. I jilt someone for an island, then moan like the moors when I find myself wandering it alone a week later.

Still, the pleasure of my own company is no small thing, when I get to entertain myself here. No longer distracted by distance, or a housemate, or the learning curve of my job, I can finally pick my head up and look around. If a moon rises over the Western Head, and you are the only one on a beach to watch it, doesn't it still shine as bright? Of course, we know there's a small dog who took note, too.